I found an angel in hell, I might not able to climb back from hell without her. Thank you for being with me when I need you the most

I’ve known you for 6 years,
I’ve spent my time with you for 6 years,

In return,
You served me well for 6 years
You’ve been through with me for 6 years
You gave me laugter and tears
You boarden my horizon

At times,
You’ll give me a lot of trouble, but
It is my joy to solve your problem
You’ll say you want something original, but
All I can afford is unlicensed goods with cracks
You’ll go into havoc situation, but
There’s nothing that we can’t work out together

Now,
I have to use windows classic style instead of windows XP style .. sorry my junk PC, coz you no longer able to support high-end graphics anymore But I’ll get something for you in return soon, something flat ?

Suddenly I wanted to do something educated, something useful, something …. cool

Maybe I should setup a website teaching people on basic flash/html, as a stepping stone for beginner. Just a thought …

Anyone agree with that?

My initial idea was to start working on my project at 2pm, so I have all my material ready, the book I borrowed from library, my notes and internet. I open MS word and type “Heuristic Evaluation“, a good start huh …

Before I even flip the book for research, some msn users send me a message, I replied as a respect, and the chat discussion goes on. Before I realize, it’s already 5:30pm.

Think that’s all? Here’s more.. I even write an entry in my blog instead of working on my project after all the chit-chat discussion.

Clearly, home is not working place, thou shall not bring thou work back to home

Kindda worry about you tonight, partly because you’re in bad mood. Even if you didn’t tell me, I can feel it, don’t ask why or how …

Thinking of you …

Here you go, updated

All I can think of is you and your face, your pretty pretty face
All I can see is you and your smile, your cute cute smile
All I can heard of is you and your voice, your sweet sweet voice

I tried not to think about you,
But it only makes thing worse
I tried keeping myself occupied,
But small portion of you still there
I tried giving reason not to think about you,
But realize I’m a fool because there’s none

If I remember correctly, it should be:

“She’s damn depressed with her past, I’m damn pissed with her past, damn!”

The feeling so weird that I can’t sleep without chatting with you every night
The feeling so strong that I missed you every second when you’re not with me
The feeling so joyful that the saddest moment has no place in my mind
The feeling so hurt whenever I see you at the lowest moment of your life
The feeling so shocked when you haven’t rejected me
The feeling so depress when you haven’t accepted me
The feeling so strange that I never thought I’ll have towards a normal friend …

This is the day
This is the time
This is … the moment

The moment of truth
The moment of confession
The moment of everyone me waiting for

Today is the day, the time is now that …
…
…
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She knew everything