Had a hard lecture from JC and Tze Lun, and they’re right about everything.

Dragging
I’ve been dragging it for too long, too long that one might already get bored. Each day I’m looking forward to a more ‘promising’ incident, but no matter how ‘promising’ the incident is, at the end of the day … it’s just a temporarily joy that won’t last long because I didn’t do anything, in other words, I’m dragging it furthur …

Why ? Coz I’ve seen too many of my ‘promising incidents’ happened at Yew Fatt and Eve Low and yet they remain as friend. Furthurmore she told me (few times in a plain chat) that this is not a good year for relationship…

Compare
Somehow I can’t stop thinking that:

“There are too many people out there that deserve to be with her, or makes her happy, or she’s proud to be with more than me, who am I? Just a student with average result and having a low salary job, it’s not even a job anyway.”

I can’t believe I’ll think this way … being too negative towards this matter. How I wish putting a stop to this thinking is as easy as writting a ’stop’ on a paper.