Leaving my mark here as my last entry of year 2005, wishing everyone:

“Happy New Year”

不知何时,
脑里一直浮现
我们的点点滴滴

不知何时,
心里都在挂念
她的笑容她的美

不知何时,
眼里所看到的
不仅让我想起她

不知何时,
手掌很想捉摸
似乎很想抓好她

不知何时,
脚开使叛逆我
仿佛很想走向她

不知何时,
开心已很陌生
因无法与她分享

不知何时,
难过也不掉泣
因无她难过无比

For years I wonder in cyberspace, consider myself knowing how to distinguish between harmful & harmless website, and now my life is ruined by .. a low-grade-cheater-website, great…

1) Spend less time with pc
2) More exercise
3) Get a good result
4) More control over temper and emotion
5) Be a better christian
6) Get rid of some of my bad habits
7) Sleep early
8) Read more
9) Learn to cook (oh man … )
10) Get a 17/19″ LCD monitor (Samsung)
11) Get a digital camera (minimum 5.1MP)
12) New PC
13) DVD player (DivX compatible)
14) PS3
15) PSP
16) Notebook
17) Home theatre system

Italic: Pretty hard
Bold: Low priority

Strange, ASCII messages no longer interest me, rather I find simple message like “Merry Christmas” means more than ASCII ‘artistic’ message.

She said:

“all close with me coz they have intentions”

Crap !!!! Don’t tell me I’m in THAT category ! That’s so degrading !

If you live a normal life, the first time you unwrap (let’s just say you just bought a brand new HP notebook) your FIRST notebook, you’ll go crazy, excited, can’t wait to show-off, can’t wait to install your fav app/games and all sort of abnormal feelings filled your heart…

My first notebook experience wasn’t that great, in fact it’s not even my notebook… Ok-lah, I do feel a bit happy about it because I’m the first who touch the virgin notebook, but … the frist notebook I unwrap in my life is not mine!

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To whom it may concern, today’s P-Pcounter page count tally !!

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Today’s chicken rice was very dissapointing, as a replacement for myself, the heavenly Nasi Goreng Kambing

This question just struck my mind recently:

“What could be the meanest line she’ll use to reject me?”

I guess:

“I’m sorry but I think you deserve someone better than me”

Isn’t that line hurts? It hurts more than “sorry I’ve no feeling towards you”! I mean, you already know that she’s the one, no one can replace her, but she tells you that you deserve someone better…

December 12th in History
1955: Hovercraft patented by British engineer Christopher Cockerell
1991: Salman Rushdie faces new death threats, after a paperback edition of ‘The Satanic Verses’ is published

December 12th birthdays
1863: Edvard Munch, Norwegian painter
1893: Edward G. Robinson, American actor
1915: Frank Sinatra, American singer and actor

Source: http://www.tnl.net/when/12/12

Usually I celebrate my birthday by hanging out with friends at day, and dinner with family at night. For me it’s so normal that I don’t even feel so special about it anymore. This year, my friend told me that her parents never celebrate her birthday with her for past 20 years except on her 3 years old birthday. I shall skip how I felt that moment I heard about it.

The point is:

When we’re living at the best of our life, do think of the unfortunate ones so we will appreciate every moment we have; when our life doesn’t go the way it seems to be, do think of the unfortunate ones too as they live the way far worse that you and yet continue their journey without showing a sign of giving up.

This is the greatest and most precious birthday gift ever, and it’s free *cost few bucks of telephone bill-lah*